i am very tired and quite discouraged. if it weren't for all the beautiful blogs i visit every day, i really would be in a downward spiral. i don't feel like i am using my talents as much as i could......i see so many other people having such success and doing such exciting things......i just don't think my life is exciting. there's so much i'd like to do......go to europe, sell our art there, have our own little house and shop, share our beautiful art with others more......
i am trying so much to find a good opportunity for us, but nothing is happening. someone told me recently that right now in the universe, things are happening faster. she said that if we want something to happen in our lives, we need to react quickly and ask for what we want. i pray all the time and ask for God's help, but i've never looked at it this way. i only want to do something good in my life, to share the beauty i find with others and help the world be more inspiring. i just wish mike and i could find a wonderful opportunity that would really make us happy......
